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I wasn't sure

I didn't think I could

But

I realized

I wanted to

I was looking forward to it

I was ready

I really was

I am glad I stayed

I am glad I didn't run

I thought I would

But

I didnt feel the need

I got a lot of crap about it

I had people try to talk me out of it

I blocked them out

I didn't want to hear it

But

I don't care any more

I am loking forward to seeing you tomorow

I can't wait

But

I am looking forward to them saying those things

I am looking forward to standing up for you

I am ready